Updated July 2014
Dale had not considered Ed a threat; him being a married man, not to mention the special friendship they shared based on a commonality of cuckold and bisexual fantasies. Dale and I had not, however, fully explored whether me dating another man on my own would be acceptable, as was allowed in Ed's marriage. In the beer garden Dale agreed to Ed's proposal for an alone date, having had too much to drink to really think it through. He stuck to his agreement though and arranged a night for me to meet Ed.
Dale had not considered Ed a threat; him being a married man, not to mention the special friendship they shared based on a commonality of cuckold and bisexual fantasies. Dale and I had not, however, fully explored whether me dating another man on my own would be acceptable, as was allowed in Ed's marriage. In the beer garden Dale agreed to Ed's proposal for an alone date, having had too much to drink to really think it through. He stuck to his agreement though and arranged a night for me to meet Ed.
The night before the date, Dale and I had a bit of an RTA. This was when Dale was giving Ed rules via text message, that in short meant Ed was not to go below the waist with me again. This was something Dale wanted to be present at. Ed tried to argue otherwise, which if he had known Dale well enough, he wouldn't have been so foolish. What Ed didn't know was that Dale and I had been arguing about the 'below the waist stuff' ever since Ed's hands wandered in the alleyway. In my defence, Dale had never told me that he considered this unacceptable, and it was possibly a case of Dale not realising his own boundaries. But I guess this is a learning experience, and it was through Ed, that Dale learnt the hard way, what he could and couldn't handle. In fact, these faux pas with Ed led to Dale and I compiling the Cuckold-Hotwife Contract, in which we have drawn up rules for every scenario, so as to avoid confusion and RTAs in the future.
The date was wonderful, but a similar experience to dates I had when I was single. I was starting to see this as a vanilla relationship, which is not good. In truth I really wanted to have an affair with him. It was also clear that Ed was now only interested in me. He had suggested we go to a hotel together, and expressed a lack of enthusiasm to the idea of Dale being present should we get intimate, despite the original intention of a threeway relationship.
Dale hated the experience. Ed texted him the next day to check he was alright and was surprised to learn that Dale hadn't enjoyed it. This was a contrast to Ed, who gets off on his wife dating other men. Dale had thought him and Ed were sexual soalmates when it came to Cuckold fantasies with their wives, but on closer examination Ed is the real Cuck; his wife Cuckolds him by dating younger men, and he loves and hates the experience as he juggles his emotions of being turned on versus jealousy. Dale's fantasies stop at what he can't see.
The situation was made worse because Dale had also fallen for Ed, and although Ed enjoyed exploring his bisexual fantasies, he seemed to have lost interest in that aspect of his friendship with Dale. And these factors did nothing to entice Dale into watching this man make love to his wife, so sadly I knew I couldn't go out with him again.
Then Ed and his wife went to the Far East for 3 months. This was the welcome break Dale and I needed to get past this. I was starting to realise that being a Cuck was more than simply watching another man make love to one's wife, and being a Bull more than simply making love to someone else's wife. To be fair to Ed though, he never wanted to be a Bull. After all how can he be when he's a Cuck? He wanted a threesome, he wanted to explore his bisexual urges, he wanted a partner swap, he wanted to date women. But he never wanted to be a Bull. It was me that didn't want a threesome, and his wife that didn't want a partner swap, and his bisexual urges were just fantasy which unfortunately resulted in leading Dale on.
Dale hated the experience. Ed texted him the next day to check he was alright and was surprised to learn that Dale hadn't enjoyed it. This was a contrast to Ed, who gets off on his wife dating other men. Dale had thought him and Ed were sexual soalmates when it came to Cuckold fantasies with their wives, but on closer examination Ed is the real Cuck; his wife Cuckolds him by dating younger men, and he loves and hates the experience as he juggles his emotions of being turned on versus jealousy. Dale's fantasies stop at what he can't see.
The situation was made worse because Dale had also fallen for Ed, and although Ed enjoyed exploring his bisexual fantasies, he seemed to have lost interest in that aspect of his friendship with Dale. And these factors did nothing to entice Dale into watching this man make love to his wife, so sadly I knew I couldn't go out with him again.
Then Ed and his wife went to the Far East for 3 months. This was the welcome break Dale and I needed to get past this. I was starting to realise that being a Cuck was more than simply watching another man make love to one's wife, and being a Bull more than simply making love to someone else's wife. To be fair to Ed though, he never wanted to be a Bull. After all how can he be when he's a Cuck? He wanted a threesome, he wanted to explore his bisexual urges, he wanted a partner swap, he wanted to date women. But he never wanted to be a Bull. It was me that didn't want a threesome, and his wife that didn't want a partner swap, and his bisexual urges were just fantasy which unfortunately resulted in leading Dale on.
When Ed came back to UK in December, the three of us resumed our friendship via text message. Ian had forgiven him, and was hoping a threesome might develop. I however, although was very fond of him, not wanting to cheat on my husband, was unsure as to where this was going. We tried several times to meet Ed as a friend, and he assured us many times of how much he valued our friendship. But we never saw him again. He kept avoiding every suggestion to meet up. In February I had it out with him and he confessed that his wife wasn't playing at the time and was unhappy with him playing. It was clear he was unable to be friends with us, so I felt I had no choice but to call it a day.
Dale continues to keep in touch with Ed via text, and that is his choice. He has feelings for Ed, and would rather have some contact than none at all. Although Ed feels he still can't see Dale, even with me out of the picture. As for me - well it was never going to work. What I felt for Ed was vanilla, and that doesn't work in a marriage. Besides, at my stage in life, what I want is far more exciting than a vanilla relationship. And I found that in Ian.
And that is Ed's Story - our first experience in this lifestyle.
Dale continues to keep in touch with Ed via text, and that is his choice. He has feelings for Ed, and would rather have some contact than none at all. Although Ed feels he still can't see Dale, even with me out of the picture. As for me - well it was never going to work. What I felt for Ed was vanilla, and that doesn't work in a marriage. Besides, at my stage in life, what I want is far more exciting than a vanilla relationship. And I found that in Ian.
And that is Ed's Story - our first experience in this lifestyle.
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